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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Healing

Tonight, the REAL reason why I started a blog, happened again.

My daughter, 11, supposedly with ADHD, threw another tantrum.

She blames, accuses, whines, cries, stomps, hits, throws, aggravates.... for a little over an hour.

At times, I feel so bad for her. She cannot control herself. She cannot pull herself together.

Then it happens. My own patience level hits its max. She HAS to be touching me. Screaming. Hitting. Pulling. Tugging. Accusing.

I have to get away and lock myself in another room while she screams and cries and beats on the door.

The anger boils up. I think and fear the worst. I want to call the police. Child services. I'm the worst mother on the planet. Why did God give me this child? Why did God give this poor child me as a mother? I have gone through it ALL. I have done the Nanny 911 lessons.

Eventually, weariness kicks in. She subsides and is sad and emotionally hurt.

I know she has these problems inside her and they manifest themselves into this nightmare when she can no longer take it.

HOW do I cure these problems?????

What can one do????

1 comments:

The girl with the flour in her hair said...

Hey...I see that you followed me! Yay! Thanks!

This post struck home a bit...growing up with depression and a bipolar brother, I'm always afraid my kids are going to have it, get it, whatever. My oldest acts out sometimes and I see my brother when he was little. It terrifies me. I don't want my kids to have to go through that emotional turmoil. I'm sorry yours does...

Anxious to read more...

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